Confidence in a native shoulder...

Confidence - very ambiguous concept, it seems it is, and it seems as there are situations when you literally lose it as if through fingers.


I since the childhood was absolutely not a self-assured girl. At school studied well, but never considered herself the honors pupil. I remember how the teacher of initial classes, literally by force gave me leading roles in school performances, and I only modestly agreed, so especially was not enough for confidence refusals.
Further being already a teenager, I continued with amazing persistence not to believe in myself. All girlfriends had boys, discos, generally stormy youth life, and I cardinally differed from them...


But once there was IT, and and turned my picture of the world and my relation to life, and first of all to itself(himself).
Exactly thanks to it I entered the institute. At that time, I just could not and did not decide to choose in what institute I want on what faculty, generally full uncertainty. But my future at that time, the husband by a hand went with me on educational institutions, completely supporting me and instilled in me confidence. Then also with its sure support we together knew the results and together rejoiced.
And the farther, the more confidence settled in me. Thanks to the husband I decided to go to an interview and got the first job, I did not decide as very much was afraid of refusal. There I worked to the decree. And now I do not lose feeling of confidence, confidence in the family, confidence in our future of self-confidence. This photo is more than 10 years old.


Also I want to tell about the person who always supported my hobbies, and it is important, they allowed me to get pleasures. This is my beloved elder sister. I remember once I was fond of hairdresser's art, the sister right there helped me to settle on courses, and then safely provided the hair under my experiments. I one of the first tonsured her, painted also that I only with it did not do. Then this hobby gradually left, there was only a love to hairstyles and braids, however, now I scoff at the daughter.


Further I very much was fond of knitting I knitted and day and night, and the sister tirelessly extolled my products stirring thereby my interest. I and now sometimes tie, but is much more rare.


Well and one of the latest operating hobbies manicure is. Without support of the sister I would never decide to post the first photo on our favourite website where further Natashenka Galova undertook me what I am immensely grateful to it for. Over time I just fell in love with this occupation and, frankly speaking, no I spend day without manicure. Recently I even got the UF-lamp, besides not without the aid of the sister (Father Frost's gift). And she was the first guinea pig still. Only you do not judge strictly, it was very scared, for some reason, unusually and left slantwise, but I only study


I hope that further this hobby will develop into something bigger, it really sank to me into the soul. And the most important that everything what I would not conceive what would not be done by me it is sure of the relatives who will always support me, will prompt and will help. And this most important...


When you do not believe in yourself
On heart emptiness,
To instill in itself confidence
You will manage always.
Near you relatives
Or good friend,
They will always support,
Will help and will understand.
You should not relax,
You should not despond
And it is necessary to try to obtain
And time not to lose.