My angel!!!

Hello, girls!
My history will not be such iridescent and vital, as at you. My story about my girlfriend is my person!!! And it does not exist any more.
When she was alive, she became a godmother, for my eldest son, for me mother, the girlfriend, the sister, the adviser. Only with it nearby I could experience any difficulties!!! It always supported by a word, and silence too. Heat, comfortably and beautifully was Snya always nearby. We always helped out each other, and supported during difficult moments. Her life was very difficult, and each difficulty tempered it. It was the facetted diamond. Each side - stroke of bad luck.
It is a pity what is not done such people now)) It is a pity that it is absent, she did not see the younger grandson, did not meet him in this world, they with the daughter-in-law gave birth to the senior granddaughter together))
It was adored not only by me, do not understand how it is possible to be on so much loving and forgiving, to have such huge heart, and until the last minute lives to trust in the best, even when you are doomed.
I wish everyone to have such person in life - the person. It is a pity that I will have no such person any more. But after it there were light rays - it is her children and grandsons, looking at them, I remember what it was and that made for each of us!
I remember how we went all together to the sea, dreamed of how we will spend the next summer as our children and grandsons will grow and will become wonderful people.

Only it had no next summer, she did not see how our children grew. It left painfully, painfully, terribly. God takes away the best for!
And at all of us the earth from under legs left, the world became empty, light went out, the painful and terrible, silent emptiness was formed.
They say that time treats - nothing similar! It dulls pain, but when memoirs spread over you with the head, there is a feeling that someone picks a finger an open wound. And the world not that, everything exchanged, everything became such small and senseless. Scandals in family were such nonsense to which in general you should not pay attention. A lot of things changed.
Bud you all life collected a tower from cubes, and here someone came, struck a turret with a bat, and cubes scattered in different directions... You sit, collect them in a heap, try to bring order, and nothing leaves - cubes are broken!!!
In my opinion only your person near whom you are sure that all adversities will pass can give self-confidence, and as a result EVERYTHING WILL be good.


How to be self-assured?
I do not know it!
My friend is absent any more,
Now she is an angel heavenly.
And only when was near it,
I felt wings on a back.
And her look was enough for me,
To be self-assured!